I caught on early that sex with a woman was not likely to happen no how much I wanted it. I finally lost my virginity at twenty four when a roommate set me up on a blind date. I have always been able to talk to women. I just have no pull on them. Through junior and senior high school there wasn't a girl that had any interest in me. Talking them up never helped. Not talking or very little didn't work either. I know why and I don't blame women. I have been dealing with depression my whole life. I tried killing myself at twenty and was then institutionalized for a year. With the new generation of anti-depressants I am doing much better. I am retired after working thirty-five years as an auto mechanic.I was married for ten years to a woman who had no interest in sex. Hope sprung eternal but when she finally just tells you and you overhear her tell a friend that when they are fifty -five they won't have to have sex anymore. I thought being married would cure my long sexual dry spells. My ex could avoid sex for a year easily. I have been with my current girlfriend for fifteen years. She has had MS for Thirty-five years. We are happy living together. We have very little sex. She doesn't mind if I meet my sexual needs elsewhere. i would never leave her. I would just like to inject a little sex in my life. What's new? Of course this virus should be putting meeting someone on this site on hold. Plus who wants to have sex with a seventy year old man with very little experience. at least this site is free.